Thursday, March 29, 2012

Dresses and all things Girly

I am currently babysitting and waiting for the girl's mom to get home, and I really need to be working on a scene in which I have "a character making a decision with unexpected consequences"  I have to give her "playable emotions" and put her "in an extreme situation and force her to face a crucial, pivotal decision that causes extreme emotions."  Though I am getting my period, I'm just not in the mood to write about extreme sappy emotions.  I currently have my main character If, a street rat (no making fun of names...) leaving her foster home to return to the streets with her friend Dodge.  They are then confronted by a rival gang (this takes place in Chicago) and Dodge is stabbed.  Because If decided to come with (she was the object of the attack...) Dodge is hurt.  NOW WHAT??? *sigh*

Anyway, the girl I babysit just lives with her mom, so the bathroom of their apartment is completely decorated Disney princess style, which is awesome.  And they have these magazine covers on the wall for decoration.  I looked them up and found a whole bunch and I will put them below on this post because they make me smile (and you should read everything on them...they're funny...)

of course I would start with Beauty and the Beast "a great novel" that's my princess

pink v. blue!!! haha  "I liked her before I knew she was a princess!" :)

Not terribly impressed, but I like the "gooseberry pie" bit

Prince Charming Confesses: "THAT'S NOT MY NAME!!!" hahahahaha...

Okay, Jasmine looks creepy in this.  "A Whole New Girl" is kinda funny... but "Rajah gave me RABIES!" has to be the best... though I must confess, I have no clue who Rajah is... can't remember.  must go watch Aladdin now...

Colors of the wind: the song Elli's skating to this year.  "Meeko takes a bite out of life... and everything else in sight." hey, that almost rhymed...

Reflections of mulan... according to Mushu.. Mushu!!!!  Must go find Mulan and watch it again now...

"We are the daughters of Triton!"  "I'm not allowed to eat crab or fish anymore!" hahahaha... I never thought of that!

Yeah, don't know this story very well... though I do remember "Friends on the other side..." and "Louis' big musical breakthrough" sounds cool...

Okay, just watched this...And this is GOOD!  I've always wondered how to make hazelnut soup.  FRYING PANS!!!  the SNUGGLY DUCKLING!!! FLYNN RIDER'S TRUE IDENTITY!! How can you not want to read this????? :D

Okay, Elli, here's to you... she loves Tink.  "We were only trying to drown her!!!" that's my favorite...  I wanna go to Neverland now! Darn it.  How to make a statement with just the ring of a bell...Glad to know that's in there... I've always wanted to know that.

At least out loud.... I won't say I'm in love...
hehe... AIR-HERCS!!!
Nut...Meg. :D that should be on here somewhere.  Funniest part of the movie.
Don't shoot me, but I did really like the sappy "I can go the Distance" song.  Really.  I'm serious.

Okay, moving on. I got a dress.
Apt. 9 Floral Pleated DressI can't believe how perfect it is.  Purple? check.  Roses? Check.  Shorter? Check.  Modest? Check. Affordable? Check?  Silver shoe compatibility? Check.  Pockets? CHECK!! :) Fits well? check.  Fits in an 8, six sizes smaller than the one your mom first picks up? check.  Okay, you're a winner.  I love this dress!   I ordered some silver "big girl" heels on Amazon and they're on their way (can't find size five shoes in the stores, ya'know) I'm so excited.  It's for my spring recital and Easter.

Okay, If is yelling at me, telling me I'm leaving Dodge bleeding to death on the streets of Chicago and that I should do something about that.  OKAY, IF, I'M COMING!!!!

Adios
Haili Belle... (I wish...)

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Poems

"Storm Child"
by Haili G

The smell of rain in the air bathing your body
The heaviness of gray clouds pregnant with water
The heat of the day and the tension in the sky
This is the birth of the storm child

The Child of thunder, child of storms
The Child of wind, the child of rain
Booming, raging, howling, pouring

The Child of sleet, child of snow
The Child of lightning, the child of hail
Falling, blowing, striking, pounding

Child of hurricanes, of waves and seas
Child of tornados, of dust and debris
Circling, crashing, cycling, coalescing
This is the Child of the Storm

"The Color of Sound"
by Haili G
Listen.  Can you hear the colors singing?
Can you hear them calling?
The soft pink of the flute
The dark blue of the clarinet
The bright red of the trumpet
The purple majesty of the horn
The deep brown of the tuba
The orange of the saxophone
The yellow of the bright whistle
Can you hear the colors?

Sniff.  Can you smell the colors’ perfume?
Can you find their soft scent?
The pink smell of roses
The blue smell of the lake
The red scent blood
The purple smell of old precious things
The gray smell of rain
The green smell of new growing things
The yellow smell of all things clean and lemony
Can you smell the colors?

Taste. Can you lick the colors?
Can you tell what they taste like?
The pink of frosting and marshmallow fondant, and all things soft and fluffy
The blue taste of refreshing mint
The red taste of anything hot and spicy
The purple taste of chocolate and fruit
The pure white taste of eggs and meringue
The orange taste of citrus on a hot day
The yellow taste of rainbow sherbet
Can you taste the colors?

Touch.  Can you feel the colors?
Can you stroke them?
The pink of a soft newborn baby’s cheek
The sky blue of an old worn t shirt
The red of bricks and tiles, roasting in the sun
The purple of rich velvet
The white texture of silk and lace
The green of grass and fur
The brown of dirt and earth
Can you feel the colors?

They both need work.  Any suggestions would be appreciated.  Thanks!

I'm back

I've survived the week.  Yay for me!  Let me tell you how my week went
MONDAY:
-blogged
-edited "Changes" my original song I'm performing at MacPhail on Sunday
-took two music quizzes (aced them both)
-started studying for Astronomy test
-started music paper
-enjoyed the one peaceful night of my week

TUESDAY:
-started working on plot outline for a play for my writing class
-started thinking about what to do for 3 points of view scene for writing class
-visited with Mia and Lindsey after Astronomy- had to get coffee from the college's coffee shop because I was nodding off in class!
-reached the level of "Word Dynamo" on Dictionary.com during lunch
-wrote two poems for a poetry contest: "Storm Child" and "The Color of Sound" (I will post them in a separate post for organization's sake
-acted out my first scene (Act 1, Scene 1) at play practice.  Was chased by a wolf, thought to be crazy, frightened by a beast and a magic looking glass, tempted to take a rose, and then nearly killed by said beast.  The Beast and I have to work out a "dance move" (or something inspired by a dance move, anyway) to throw me across the stage safely.  Should be interesting
-raced to dress rehearsal for Stations; stayed there till 9
-took notes for writing quiz while waiting for my turn to go on stage
-planned out 3 point of view scene
-studied for Astronomy test

WEDNESDAY
-studied like a madwoman for astronomy test ((even during the youth group performance of Stations, but I was backstage))
-aced writing quiz, even though I studied only half the chapters (I thought it was 2 & 3, but it was also 5-7.  Luckily, it was a short online quiz with a longer time limit and I knew how to use my book's glossary)
-studied even more for test- could not grasp the concept of Hydrogen fusion
-practiced a short scene'
-raced to Stations performance

THURSDAY
-walked a long way through the rain (I love rain and storms- see "Storm Child")
-took my astronomy test *crosses fingers*
-finally settled on a plot outline- Letters from If (after going through several, well, two.  Back Row Band and Shadow Stories.  Got discouraged and ended up writing an outline for a 3 act play... took all day and was 3 pages long)
-started working on 3 points of view- Back Row Band
-did piano lessons in the morning and started a Beethoven Sonata
-stayed for play practice, but they were doing my scene last, so I spent most of it doing my plot outline.
-found out that we might be doing The Secret Garden musical from pioneer drama next year, along with their version of Rapunzel, which is supposed to be really funny, or The Importance of Being Earnest.  Was just chatting with our director and all of us juniors are begging her to do a musical next year for our last senior performance... wow, I feel old.
-ate at McDonalds for dinner (chicken sandwich and a parfait.  Yum.  now I'm hungry.  Darn it)
-first "real" performance of Stations.  went very well
-got home at 9:30 and stayed up till 11:30 writing my 3 points of view scene, since it was due at midnight.   Another kid in my writing class who played Peter in the Stations posted his stuff at 11:15.  Made me smile.
-went to bed

FRIDAY
-got up at 6:00 am (crying because it was so early and I was so tired and stressed, literally)
-dragged myself out the door with a tuna and cheese sandwich for dinner, two granola bars, a can of Sunkist (the only caffeine I could find in the house- my mom didn't make coffee and I didn't have time to. It's orange juice, right?  That was my reasoning for having it for breakfast) and a toast, cheese and egg sandwich for breakfast.
-studied for communications quiz
-took said quiz
-received my take home sociology test
-received a in class discussion sheet for sociology class
-also was assigned half a book to read and a paper to write on it- not thinking about that right now.
-wrote my music paper
-stayed after for vocal practice and got to leave early!
-went to the library and picked up my movies and the last Song of the Lioness book on audiobook (they didn't have the regular book).  Not sure how I like the Song of the Lioness. I liked the first two books,  but I'm not sure about the last two yet.
-did the last performance of Living Stations and it was PACKED!
-Got home at a quarter to ten, my sister at a cast party, and finished my paper for music.  It was supposed to be 4 pages, but I only got 3 and a half.  I'll take the points off, and I turned it in at 11:30.  My teacher was kind enough to extend the due date for me from St. Patrick's day to March 23 since I didn't realize it was due on Mar 17 until the 19th.  oops.  (a week after the concert I was supposed to see, which was March 10th.  Didn't get that little detail)  I got it in with 30 minutes to spare.
-got into bed crying I was so tired- midnight

SATURDAY
-slept in until about 9 or 9:30- my siblings woke me up
-showered for the first time since Tuesday (gross, I know, but I had NO TIME at all and felt really nasty.  I'm clean now though)
-ate breakfast (toasted maple brown sugar pop tarts and chai tea... I'm weird, I know...)
-blogged
-tried to go on webkinz since my sister dragged me to Justice and they had the lil kinz on sale for $3, and this adorable husky caught my eye.  His name is Sterling.

THINGS I STILL NEED TO DO
-reading response 3 for writing
-all said sociology stuff
-watch movies :) (Juno and Beastly)
-eat lunch
-take a nap
-practice piano
-practice french horn (We're learning the music from How to Train Your Dragon in band- it's pretty epic.  If that link doesn't work, try this one.  Still have to keep practicing Nocturne)
-learn to sing "Pie Jesu"
-learn to sing "Last Rose of Summer"
-post me singing "Home" to youtube
-ditto with Journey to the past... wait, should record that again...with Sadie as Pooka!

*am listening to How to Train Your Dragon and it's making me happy because it's waking me up.  Seriously, this song can't not make you smile or wake up.  If you haven't seen the movie yet, you HAVE TO.  It's got enough adventure for boys to like, and it's cute and cool enough for girls.  Seriously, I really like this movie.*

Oh, and I heard a version of The Polar Express for band and it's so epic, I want to play it for Christmas! (actually, several versions)

Bye peoples.  Will post poems in a sec.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Hey, how's it going?

Well, the only time I'll be blogging will be when I'm at my college.  I'm extremely tired and sad that spring break is over.  It was a good time.  Anyway, I'm much to tired to write about Chicago, so let me tell you a few things so that you don't go crazy (like I am this week)

1.   I lost the privilege of internet access at home, so no blogging there or my high school, only here
2.   I am EXTREMELY busy this week and will not be getting home before 9:00/9:30 pm Tues.-Fri. due to the fact I have Living Stations at my church
3.   I also have play practice every night this week and will have to go straight from play to stations...
4.   It's raining (or at least feels like it's about to) outside and it smells amazing and I love it, but is making me very drowsy and I want to go to sleep
5.   I just signed up for Script Frenzy.  I am insane.
6.   I have two music quizzes, a music paper, and a writing quiz to take
7.   I'm pretty sure I have a quiz Friday in small group communications
8.   I need a to do list
9.   I have one, but I need to find it.
10. I can't think
11. I need to clean my room, BADLY

Updates on me:
*I got a hair cut, same length, more layers
*my brothers messed up my bed (which I am extremely particular about) while I was in Chicago, so when I got home at 12:30 am I had to make my bed before I could fall asleep (I had to sleep next to a snorer- and I mean, a really bad snorer, in Chicago, so believe me when I say I was tired.)
*my dad is having issues and I don't know what or why, he's just acting like he's PMSing or something.  I don't get it
*I'm checking out three movies from the library, The Invisible, Juno, and Beastly.  I'm excited, but will not watch them until Saturday.  I shouldn't even be on my blog right now, so after this I'm done.  I'm doing a media fast for Stations.

K, I gotta go.  Talk to you Saturday (if I get internet back...)
bye
-Haili
or Lira (my servant girl name in Stations)

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Happy Spring Break, Everyone!!!

*singsong voice* And I'm leaving for Chicago tomorrow morning!

Now if only I could shake the sinking feeling that I've forgotten something...
toothbrush- check
toothpaste- check
underwear- check
socks- check
black pants-check
black shoes- check
jeans- check
tennis shoes- check
Band Rules, Brass Drools t shirt- check (it's even reconstructed...)
money- check (hehe, that's funny, cuz it's a pun...okay, never mind)
books, notebooks, and PENCILS- check
iPod- nope...
camera- nope
movies- don't need
lactase- check
snacks- check
swimsuit-check
hair brush- check
deodorant- check
Ijori-check (Ijori is my french horn!)
tag for Ijori- check
MUSIC!!!- ah, that's it- in my backpack
phone-check
phone charger- check
hair ties- one more wouldn't hurt
headband?  hmm...
plastic ziploc baggies- check
pads and pamprin...never hurts to be prepared ;) "Be prepared for the chance of a lifetime!  Be prepared for sensational news!  A shining new era is tiptoeing nearer..." Haili, are you singing Disney songs again? Nooo.... Are you sure? Nooo.... I thought so.  :D (I love it when I blog to myself on here...:D)
water bottle-check
luggage tag- need to get


K, I should go finish everything now...:D
adios!
(why do I always end my blog posts with "Adios?"  hm...I just noticed this.  Okay, this is random.  Good bye! ---hey, English!  Sweet!


Stop!!!
k, I'm done. *impish grin*

Monday, March 5, 2012

CAST LIST!!!

Drumroll please... *drumroll ensues*

I am playing... Madame Rondeau!  (note to self: learn how to spell last name) Here's a link to the google books version of the script. My big scene is at the beginning...Here it is...

Liz is Beauty (big surprise) Amy got Helen, her dream role, and Jeremiah is the beast.  There's no prince yet, but Matt is Greedo (or Graspo, can't remember) My friend Cy is the captain and we have a whole boatload of Princesses (2 sets of five...) and enchanted objects (again, 2 sets)

How do I feel?  Well, I am a little disappointed.  It would have been really fun to play Beauty, but Liz is a senior, and she is naturally sweet and has Beauty's character, where I'm a little more... rough on the edges.  I really like Madame Rondeau's lines (read the beginning of the script- it's funny.  BEAST: I AM NOT KIND!!!! MADAME RONDEAU: You are not kind... I forgot, you are not kind...) But she doesn't do a lot of singing... and last musical I got a part that didn't have a lot of singing... *sigh*

Well, it's okay.  I do like my part, so I guess I'm happy... more later, I've got to get to class.

Hey, about our puppy- what do ya'll think of Sandy?  We're calling her Sadie now, but it's such a popular name, I don't like it.  Sandy's close enough.

ADIOS!

Sunday, March 4, 2012

No Sleeping in Our House Tonight...

Reasons Why Haili Will Have Insomnia Tonight
1. The cast list comes up tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!  I think I'm going to pee my pants...either that or throw up.  And I think I have a butterfly farm in my stomach... please pleasepleasepleaseplease.... a good part!!!!

2. We have a puppy howling right out side Elli's and my room

3. Said puppy is Lee's birthday present and is currently unnamed...

4. So you know name-crazy Haili will be up all night trying to find the perfect name...

5. I have that weird feeling that I'm forgetting to do something and being that I had a rather large to do list of things to do this weekend, it's highly likely that I have forgotten something.

I'm very distracted... I'm looking up puppy names.  It's a German shepherd girl, and she's adorable.  They want to name her Sadie Mae, but I don't like it.  Too common.  Other ideas were Ivy Edelweiss, Gretel, Vivienne, Artemis, Lindy, Leizel, Grazie, Heidi, Karamell, (Kara) and Holle (Holly)

Help?!?!

Friday, March 2, 2012

Band contest and auditions... glad it's coming to an end- and Birthday presents

So, everything went really well yesterday.  My band director said that she'd never heard us play as good as we did at contest.  Crossing my fingers for a Superior rating!

I was surprisingly calm during auditions.  I sang the first verse of "Home" from the broadway musical Beauty and the Beast (which surprisingly, my drama teacher didn't know...)  I thne sang "Happy Birthday" to my drama teacher, even though it was Lee's birthday.  My teachers wanted to know how high I could sing.  On the Happy birthday, dear somebody when it gets really high, I hit the high note and my two teachers shared a look.  I'm hopeful.  But there are two senior girls who would be good for the part: Emily and Liz.  I think that Liz has the best chance, but she's really tall.  There are two guys who will probably be the Beast and the prince, though I'm not sure which will be which- Jeremiah or Matt.  My friend Amy will probably be Madame Rondeau, Beauty's mother, since she's always the mom in plays (Goldilocks- mama bear, Cinderella- the queen (prince's mom)) though she wants to be Helen.  I could see her as both.  Alyssa will be Isabel and Amanda will be Marguerite, Beauty's older sisters.  They played the stepsisters in Cinderella.  Madison will be the old woman (enchantress) and Allyson will be a princess.  Cy will be Graspo or one of the moving objects.  You can see the script (or part of it) here so that you know what parts I'm talking about.

To be completely honest, I feel really at peace with auditions.  I'll find out Monday.  Keep crossing your fingers for me, and I'm saying the Litany of Humility every day:
O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, Hear me.
From the desire of being esteemed, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being loved, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being extolled, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being honored, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being praised, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being preferred to others, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being consulted, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being approved, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being humiliated, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being despised, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of suffering rebukes, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being calumniated, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being forgotten, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being ridiculed, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being wronged, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being suspected, Deliver me, Jesus.
That others may be loved more than I,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be esteemed more than I,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That, in the opinion of the world, others may increase and I may decrease,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be chosen and I set aside,
 Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be praised and I unnoticed,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be preferred to me in everything,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.

It's a very beautiful prayer

On another note, we're getting a german shepherd pup.  That was Lee's birthday present.  We're getting a girl, and Lee wants to name her Ivy.  I personally like Edelweiss better, but it's his puppy.  His actual present had Scooby Snacks, a dog bowl, a tug-o-war rope, a leash, and a squeeky toy.  Elli thought that the Scooby Snacks were cereal and we joked that the leash was for Lee.   Okay, I need to work on my paper, because there will be at least 5 or 6 11-year-old boys at my house tonight for Lee's birthday and there's no way I'll be able to get any homework done then.  Adios!